finally,i've started my lessons since last week,which was my 2nd week of uni..guess wat..i started to feel the stress d..everone bside me is like much more geng than me..one gal finishes her grade 8 last year, wit distinction..n when she told me bout that..i was like..WALIAO!!!!! how did she do that?!!?!i never got my distinction ever since my grade 3..n she got it..!summor grade 8!!haihz..now only i know how terrible i m ....cuz i failed...and another gal..she finished her grade 8 last year nov..oso wit a distinction.. n she sat for her diploma this year in the month of march!!! 4 months...its only 4 months..!!n she's able to prepare 4 songs for her diploma exam!!i was like...oh my god...how can she do that??haihz...thats y i begin to feel the stress..n im classical foundation..but i feel like changing to comtemp...cuz like comtemp suits me more....but i dun think i can make anymore changes...and i have to like force myself to fall in love in classical music..haihz..can anyone pls help me ah..?im going to die already..everyone is like better n more geng than me..how m i going to compete wit them..??impossible rite...?haihz..i regretted to sign up for classical music..looks like comtemp suits me more..haihz..dunno la..hopefully i din make the wrong choice...hopefully..god pls bless me n help me..haihz..
posted by s t 3 l l a at 2:40 PM
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haiz.. don't woryy too much.. there is no use to worry to much... don't keep on compare urself with others.. if u want to compare everything if there is someone better then u... then u better stay at home and do nothing(maybe someone might be better then u in doing nothing!!!)..hehehe... cause in everything u do.. there must be someone better... then same thing happen to that person.. maybe one day she will meet someone that is better then her.. therefore.. just do ur best and let God plan everything else for u.. somemore u think la.. u just said 2 gals wat.. then how about the others??? surely there is someone that is more weak then u wat... then wat are they suppose to do??? stop learning music??? don't worry too much.. don't be a perfectionist.. then u'll suffer oh..
somemore if u feel u dislike classical music.. better change now oh.. if not.. after too late liao.. i think now if u go to contemp music.. u would still able to catch up it just 2 weeks since the class started wat... don't worry.. just pray about it.. and then only decide wat u seriously want to do... the most important thing is that after u have decide ur choice.. then u have to stick to it and do ur best and not sit there and regret... if not ur parents would wasted alot of money for u to learn music...
forget to say.. don't worry if u have made the right choice or not.. just do ur best if u already choose which 1 u want to study.. " don't worry about tomorrow for tomorrow will worry about it self. each day has enough trouble of its own." - Matthew 6:34
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wah stella...kmif also post here also post...good job man..update both myf....same lo....i am the 1st person to register to be ur student.....but FOC wan la..can a?dun worry abt that my sis...use ur telant wisely n learn wat ever u can...dun compete wif others...just do ur best....
hey sis, chill up... take it easy. it's just the first two weeks after all. maybe u gonna feel much better when u're used to the course. perhaps it's just ur college beginning blue after all. always ask urself what do u have passion for and what is God's will. gambate yo ;)
guys...thanks for all ur concerns n comments...i will pray to god..but its really a tough time for me..my stress is becoming more n more..now i got 4 teachers(2 in uni, 1 outside, n 1 is the choir)..and 4 of them have different yao1 qiu2 n syarat for me...wat they want to do oso different...4 teachers...how to cope wor..."搞得定1个,搞不定第2个"...summor i got 4..haihz...4..an unlucky number...
but pls pray for me oso....haihz....
btw...*for keat* im ready to teach u guys piano anytime...just give me a call whenever u guys are ready to start ur class..hehe....
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